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[06 Apr 2005|08:16pm] |
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...well.
why cant i tell him how i really feel? why?
why cant i tell him that shes not worth it?!
why cant i face my fears of telling him about what i think?
why do i love him so much...yet my love for another overpowers it?
can i tell him that i wish there was any possible way for me to be with him?!
or would he call me crazy?
theres too much shit going on right now for all this depression...
the world is just...going down hill...or maybe its just my life and my point of view.
or maybe not.
i love him, i really do. i wish i could express it to him the way i want to, but words couldnt
possibly do that.
i try to express it, but it just doesnt cut it...and its less effective then i wish it was.
i dont know how much harder i can try...so maybe i should stop, because it isn't getting me...ANYWHERE.
dedicated to: ?!?*?!~?~*?~?~?!?!@?$?
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| wooow...lil zane ya'll!!!!!! member this negro!?!?! |
[20 Mar 2005|09:26pm] |
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lil zane- tonight im yours |
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well yeah...lil zane was at my house...like wednesday night ....at 12 o
clock...and my momma woke me up in the middle of the damn night. its
koo tho i took pictures and chopped it up wit him...so it was all worth
it...even tho i was LOOKING SO BBBBBUSTEDDD!!!!! well hea tha pix go
ya'llll....
( ...LiL ZaNe... )
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[27 Feb 2005|02:19pm] |
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whoa u guyz...i havent updated
forevr...lifes very crazy...ive been seeing oshea like all the
time..its freakin awesome. lol im really sleepy...but yeah. my baby got
me carmelos..the all black ones..!!! omg...i love him! lol...but
yeha...life has been very crazy...whoa...lol thursday was osheas
b-day..i was so fuckin mad becuz my mom wouldnt let me go with him to
his house then out to dinner...but i saw him firday and saturday..so
that was great..and i might see him today! =D i love him so much..i
dont think you guyz understand. i kno that everyone says im too young
to know what falling in love is..but...yeah...i really do think im in
love...no..i kno im in love. but yeah. im like really sleepy and im
tired of typing..so ill update later on tonight. i love ya guyz
<3.comment
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| LiFe SuX HaiRy MoNkeY BaLlZ |
[13 Jan 2005|01:03pm] |
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Ashanti-Take Me Tonight |
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hey guyz...well life really fukin sux right now. sheas supposed2 come over on saturday while my mom and my lil sis go to this monsters inc. on ice shit with her friends....but now since this whole lil fight between me n her went on sunday night...and she lost one of her best friends becuz of me...shes really pissed. she took my fukin fone...shes been so pissed..and its ruining our relationship. i duno wut to do ne more. well thats really all...i didnt go to skool 2 day cuz i had the bigest headache this morning from all this stress and shit on my head and in my life. well comment guyz..
<3. sasha<333
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[07 Jan 2005|01:39pm] |
wooowzerz...hey people i havent really been updating...this year has
been so bomb...i duno how to start! grrr. well winter break iz gettin
boring
but it was fun tho..i had sum good timez!..haha well here are sum pix
that i took over winter break...there are alot...so watch out!!! lolz...
( WoOW...iM On ThA cEiLiNg...haha )
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[06 Jan 2005|12:53pm] |
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brooke kick back was crazy!i had so much fukin fun.... so did brooke and Via...ya! but ima bounce...payce err1! <3. sasha I LOVE OSHEA
 see...i told u guyz i love shea
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[25 Oct 2004|08:03am] |
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hey every1...im at home...sittin on AIM talkin 2 Sylvester...ya...u guyz are prolly like the 1 u used 2 go out with...lol. yeah.that 1. well...i guess ima go now. CoMmEnT If YoU LOOOOVE me!
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| talking 2 briannn.... |
[22 Oct 2004|07:41pm] |
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hey every1...i havent updated my journal in a WHILE but its aiight tho. Brian convinced me...and for every1 that thinkz itz tha NASTY RAPIST R-KELLY Brian...its not. lolz. it a really nice Brian..hes koo..hez like a phyciatrist. but yeah. HE CAN SING!!! yaaayayayayayayay. but w.e. today was crazyyyy. big fight with my mom in front of daniellas house. but yeah. w.e. 2 me it dont mattr newayz. shes just being a bitch. and NO i didnt call her a bitch. she was acting like1. BIG difference. buit yeah. gym was fun 2 day...me n stephanie and claudia and karla had FUN. but yeah lolz. i love my friends. and i hate skool. but w.e.e.e.e.e.e.e.e hahahaha
comment biyatchz
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[19 Sep 2004|05:24pm] |
What time is it now: 5:24 pm (exactly!)
Basics
Your Name: Sasha
Your Nickname: Bree
Your Online Name: ???
Your sex: FemaLe
Your Age: 13
Your Sign: Libra
Your height: like 5'2"
Your weight: 115 :(
Hair color: Light brown
Eye color: light brown
Hair length: a lil past my shoulders
Do you wear glasses: No
Are your teeth straight: Yeah
Do you have freckles: Nope
Do you have a fake tooth: No!lolz
Do you draw fake moles on yourself: nope. lol. only one halloween one year.
grade level in school: 8th
Do you work: i babysit=/ if that counts
How do you dress (preppy, punk, gothic, sporty, etc):umm...i duno...i guess sporty...gurly type...
Got any pets? nope.
Friends
Do you have friends: yeah
Do you have online friends: not really....
Do you like your friends: yeah...only if they're my real friends...which would narrow that down...A Lot. most friends are aquaintainces.
who was the last friend you saw: Brooke
who was the last friend you talked to: O'Shea
who's your best friend(s): Brooke,O'Shea,Daniella
Favorites
Type of music: R&B n Rap
Actor: ICE CUUBEEE. lolz
Director/actor: You just asked this..
Actress: Sanaa Lathan
Movie: Love and Basketball , all the Fridays
Soda: COKE COKE COKE! lolz..(coca cola)
song: go DJ- Lil Wayne
Bands: none...but i loved IMX n b2k
Saying: fuck....gay...lolz. i duno.
Word: umm...FUCK
Slang word: mad (really...ex. mad good...means really good)
Food: PASSSSTA
Car: Escal'ad'e...lol. or a....mc laren
Hobby: basketball,dancing,singin,modelin,acting,braiding hair
Sport: basketball
Author: i duno
Color: Blue
TV Show: All of Adult Swim, Thats so Raven, Fresh Prince
Brand of clothes: umm..i duno. i wear a lot of everything.
Online chat thing: AIM
Shape: star
Texture: umm... i have no fucking clue.
Game: GTA vice vity...True Crimes
School Year: i'd have 2 say 2nd grade. lolz.
Holiday: Christmas
Animal: penguin
Sound: O'Shea's voice
Book: The Coldest Winter Ever
Drink: Coke
Lies
Have you lied: yea
Do you lie: nope...not on a regular basis
Do you lie often: no
Do you lie to save your own ass: who doesnt?
Do you lie to save someone else ass: Depends on the person
Would you tell a lie that let you keep your job but fired your friend: Which friend?
Have you lied to gain money: nope
Would you lie to gain money: depends on how much money..lolz
Do you enjoy lying to strangers: umm...no.=/
Have you ever enjoyed lying to a stranger: dont get it
Would you dare to lie in the face of evil: Another instance of me not getting it
Would you dare to lie in the face of your mother: i have
Would you dare to lie in the face of your God: nah
Would you lie to get a job: Depends, what job?
Would you lie to get a date: Depends what i'd lie about
Have you lied to get a date: no
Are lies really that harmless: some of them are
Do you lie on online surveys to make yourself seem super cool: lolz. no.
Love Life
Are you single: nope.
do you like anybody right now:YEAH my boy friend...hes right over there 2 ur left<<lolz.
If you do like anybody, what are the initials of the person you like: O.J.J.
Are you straight, gay, or bi: straight
Ever been in love: yes. im currently in love.
How many times: once.
Looking back do you regret it: nope.
Whats your greatest sexual experience: It has yet to happen
Do you date people you meet online: no
Do you date people: yes.
Are you happy with your current status: YEAH!
Do you have a crush on someone close to you: nope...i LOVE him.
Are you still holding on to the past: sometimes I do
Who's the one person you would die without: My mom
How many people do you love?: theres alot of people i love
When was the last time you said I love you to the opposite sex and meant it, family doesn't count: today.
Whats your best date ever: With Shea...umm prolly 2 the Usher Concert. but we've been so many other places.
Whats your worst date ever: when me n oshea went 2 see AVP.
Drugs/ Alcohol
Do you smoke:nope.
Do you drink:nope
Do you do drugs: nope
Have you ever been drunk:ummm...lolz
Have you ever been high: Well, If ive never done drugs before this should answer itself
Brand of beer: dont drink
Brand of liquor: dont drink
Are you…..
Charming: yeah
Quiet: NO!!!!
Loud: YEA!
Pretty: I duno...=/
Radical: lolz...no.
Sucky: no
Smart: I hope so
Stupid: sometimes
Dumbass: sometimes
Ugly: At times i think so
Slow: yeah, at times
Talented: YEAH
Useless: no
Punk: no, a punk wouldnt claim they were anyways
Young: yeah
Old: no
Daring: YEAH
Powerful: I dont tihnk so
Athletic:yes
Artistic:YEA
Superhuman: no
Sexy: i dont kno...
The following are Good/Bad
Sex: good when im older
Love: both
Happiness: good
Rap: Good
Pain: good/bad
Pop music: good/bad
TV: good
Country: BAD
Punk Rock: BAD
Easy Listening: BAD
Korn: BAD
Sega: ...BAD
Nintendo: good
Play Station: good
Game Boy: good
Chinese Food: both
Italian Food: good
Japanese Food: good
Mexican Food: good
Online Quizzes/surveys: both
This or That
Cingular or at&t: cingular
Tv or computer: tv
Cd player or radio: radio
Batteries or electricity: electricity
Burger king or mcdonalds: McDonalds
Checkers or wendys: wendys
Macaroni Grill or olive garden: Olive Garden
Dell computers or Apple computers: Dell
Round or flat: round
Circle or square: circle
Pen or pencil: pen
Homework or classwork: classwork
Aol or AIM? AIM
Black or white: black
Hands or feet: hands
Fingers or toes: toes
Figure It Out or Double Dare 2000: Figure it out
CatDog or Spongebob: SpongeBob Squarepants
That 70s show or Seinfeld: That 70's Show
DVD or VHS: DVD
Blonde or brunette: both
Curly or straight hair: both
Burn that cd or buy that cd: burn that cd
Bar soap or shower gel: shower gel
Fruit or veggies: fruit
Pain/ Hurt
Physical pain or emotional pain: physical
Being alone for the rest of you life or being annoyed for the rest of your life: being annoyed for the rest of my life
Being stabed or hanged: hanged
What's the worst thing that ever happened to you: i dont know
When's the last time you cried: Today.. bad cramps lol
The last time you wished you were dead: So many times
Have you ever physically hurt yourself: yes
Have you ever had an eating disorder: yea
Have you ever been in the hospital: nope...
Have you ever had a disease: nope
How many scars are on your body: i dont know.
When was the last time you were sick:umm.. i ono
Are you hurting anywhere right now: yeah my foot
Stuff
Whats your deep dark secret: i duno.
Whats your biggest fear: being rejected-dying
What is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you: not sure
Would you make a good candidate for Jerry Springer: no
How old is the computer you're on: like...a year
If you could kill one person, who would it be: myself
What are 3cds you wish to own:umm i ono
How many cds do you own: a lot.
What is your greatest regret: doin the things i did with micah
What do you wish you were doing right now: sitting next 2 oshea in baltimore
Have you ever wanted plastic surgery: yeah
Religion
Do you believe in God: yeah
Do you believe in a higher being: yeah
Is every religion wrong except your own: no
Do you believe that any religion is lower than your own, or is wrong: no
Is your God the only god: yeah
Are you going to heaven: I hope so
Are you going to hell: I hope not
Do you believe in supernatural things: yes
Money
Do you like it: who doesn't
Do you have any: yeah
Do you make a lot of it: depends how long i babysit for
Do you get your money through illegal ways: no
Sleeping
What time did you go to sleep last night: like 2am
What was the last noise you heard before you fell asleep: osheas voice
What did you dream about: i didnt
Do you drool or snore when you sleep: i think i MAY drool
Do you sleepwalk: no
Do you talk in your sleep: nope
What was the last thing you said before you went to sleep last night: i love you
What time did you wake up: like 730 am cuz my lil sis
How did you wake up: my lil sis
What's the first thing that crossed your mind when you woke up: what time is it?
How many pillows are on your bed: 3
What color are the sheets on your bed: blue
Are there stuffed animals on your bed: my teddy
Hygiene
Do you take showers or baths: sshowers
How long are the showers you take: like 30 min
Or if you take baths how long are they: like 45 min
How many showers/baths do you take a week: one a day
When was the last time you took a shower: yesterday
Do you use shampoo and conditioner, or just one: i use shampoo and conditioner
What do you shave: my legs and my underarms and arms and you know
Do you wear perfume/cologne: perfume
What kind of cologne/perfume do you wear: Lilu and lucky
What color is the bottle of shampoo you use, and what kind is it: green, garnier
What color is the soap you use and kind: white,dove
What color is your razor: pink
What kind of deodorant do you use: secret and BAN
Do you use lotion: yes
How long are your nails right now:umm...short i guess:-/
Your House
Old or new: new
How many stories high: 2
Do you have fireplace: yes
Do you have a pool: yes
Do you have a 2 car or 3 car garage: 2
How many people live in your house: 3
Do you live in a neighborhood or a place w/ no neighbors: neighborhood
How many phones in your house (not including cell phones): to many to count!...
Family
Do you love your parents: yes
Are your parents divorced: yes
What are your parents names: Pam n Vinny
Do you have siblings: yes
If you do anwer these 4 questions, if not skip ahead-
How old are they: 7
Do you love them: yes
What are their names: Tamara
What grade are they in: 2nd
Last Time
The last person to annoy you: oshea
The last time you felt important: 2day
The last time you screamed: yesterday
The last time you went outside of the state: umm...i duno.=/
The last time you cried: like today.. bad cramps
The last time you had a nightmare: i dont know
The last time you brushed your hair:today
Communication
Are you talking to anyone right now: no
What are you talking about: im not talking to anyone
Who's the last person you were on the phone with: brooke
How many screen names do you have: A LOT!
Which one do you use the most: babygurl12170
Do you have a cell phone: yep
Finally
Who did you get this survey from: Caiti
What time is it: 5:46 pm
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me n orrani joonie
me n my bootyful daniella
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